a little closer i guess??

I did it! Talked to 'him' with eye contact successfully... well not thoroughly though. I would still have to look away for a few seconds during the conversation to avoid my inevitable habit of giggling to myself like a mad woman ^_^"

Guess 'he' is not THAT BAD or THAT SCARY after all....... as usual, it's all in my head. Seriously need to get that playlist onto my blog. URGH!!! STUPID PLAYLIST! LET ME SIGN IN! Anyways, today's Friday the 13th. But I don't believe in all that mumbo-jumbo people say so I guess it won't affect me. Still feel an inch of regret for ignoring 'him' that day but well, at least I did't screw up this time. Taylor Swift's new song 'Eyes Open' is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!! xD So check it out. It's this one here to your left btw >>>

And, I'm also thinking of changing the design of my blog. My mid-year exam is coming and........ urgh......... why why why did I have to remind myself??! So nowadays, like I said in my previous post, I'll try my best to be honest. Not just to myself but to everyone else too. Although, 'he' would have to wait. ;3 A friend of mine thinks I should go for it, but I personally think that 'HE' should act first! xP HAHA! I know I know... I'm stubborn right? :P I don't know why but nowadays my eyes keep twitching... my Mom tells me it's a sign that something bad or totally unexpected is about to happen through experience. But, I don't believe that. To me, it's either I'm not getting enough sleep, or I'm just too stressed out about 'him' >.>

Think I'm gonna see 'him' this weekend again... All thanks to my Dad and his pre-timed arrival at the airport causing my Mom to have to re-shuffle her time schedule to pick him up  =.= But it's, well, I don't know. Sometime I even HOPE to see 'him'........ I know I know I sound obsessed, but TRUST ME I've everything under control. I think that's all for now,yeah ^.~