yeahh~ it suits you darling xD....... BUT!! it's getting out of hand :\

I really don't know what to say this time.... unlike my usual self, I'm actually lost for words to say right now. You know me... =P Okay, first of all Adam Lambert's new song is damn addictive! xD Although it reminds me of you every time I listen to it -.- and if you haven't noticed, my friends, the follow button is now available on your bottom right. Sorry it took so long guys~ as you know meh~~ I have a whole lot of other stuff to do and I wasn't even aware that you have to add it yourself  ^_^||

Anyways, "things" have been getting out of hand lately... and YES if you DO get what I mean, I mean operation "Dipp-a-dee-doo" operation "Yabadabadoo" and operation "Scooby Doo" I don't even want to mention the one that starts with "K" >.> I'm sure you just try to analyze me whenever I mention "H!!!!" or any other sarcastic phrases I use to block my thoughts and genuine feelings towards you. I feel awful whenever I say something spiteful towards you just to keep my feelings oblivious. In fact, I think my theory has an opposite effect now. Am I making it EVEN MORE OBVIOUS than it already is? And what about you? You just sit there minding your own business as though nothing's going on. And when you DO take notice, I let my instincts shoo you away like you're a stray begging for leftovers. Yes, I'm cruel. You have known that, haven't you? I'm starting to sense that you feel the same about me too. I've somehow mastered the art of eaves-dropping HAHA! I know I know call me a hypocrite. But I just can't stand the thought of people gossiping behind my back... =.= urgh!  Why do you think me and my "so-called trustee partner" came up with these "operations" in the first place? For the life of an adolescence, the mental torture ofthe possibility of your crush not liking you back can be easily underestimated by PEOPLE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND EHHEM... and also I've learned how to make wiser choices by trying my best to avoid mistakes made by people in the past. But HONESTLY DARLING, it's kinda obvious that you 'like' me back too. The problem now is just Who Will Act First?? I think this is a matter of either pride, self-esteem or just plain fear. Or all three. Maybe my Dad's right. Maybe all I need is a brand new attitude. I'm working on that, don't worry. I think both of us are debating with ourselves whether a 'relationship' this year especially would be a hindrance for success in our individual goals (which I think are more or less similar :3) if either one of us DOES gather up the courage to confess. But for now, anything could happen. Just hope the difficulties faced in our 'operations' would soon be over-comed. :)

The damn playlist on my blog has stopped working AGAIN!@.@ Urrrgh! Stupid..... anyway, hope you guys understand all this and of course, hope I can get a new functioning web-link to a playlist >.>

All for now ;)