It's just that, I thought I had gotten through all that bullshit in primary school, but now it seems like the whole episode is happening to me all over again like a stupid television drama back-to-back rerun. It's almost like, everywhere I run, the same things happen to me all over again, the same BAD things. And the worst thing is, it doesn't give off the déjà vu vibe, instead, I get hurt all over again by the same reasons and familiar events reoccurring in my life. Or maybe it's just me. Maybe it's just the simplicity of my incapability to understand how others feel, or my inadequacy to distinguish between the opacity of our current-day social society and the blunt truth. In other words, I am either stubborn, or lack experience, LOTS of experience. (Wow, that would have been so much more harder to say out loud :o) Well maybe it is just me after all. I mean, as the saying goes, "there's always a difference only YOU can make" right? And life is full of choices. I am only human to make bad choices, but I can't always use mortality as the excuse to not be responsible for who I am and the actions I make. And what more can I say? My Mom was right all along......
OKAAAY, that's enough of semi-emo blogging! ^^||| Now to get back to the main point. My parents (my Mom especially) have been bringing up suggestions for vacations for the next long holidays recently, and I don't know, but it sounds like a whole lot of fun. And I sure hope it wouldn't be a hassle like the previous tours =.= well, they were overall fun time too (for me ;) but my parents rather found it stressful. So I think we kinda silently (or not so silently) established the "NO MORE COACH TOURS" thing...... Hmmm...... the stress caused by the not-so-pleasant tour guides and coach drivers >~< So where will it be next?? Asit is I L-U-R-V travelling and most of my friends would have known where I've been xDDD (I know I know I have a horrible bragging habit that causes most people to dislike me ^^) So...... I guess I'll have to try not to start here.... o-o
And also, I haven't been blogging in a while, so forgive meh~ Just finished watching The Amanda Knox case on Diva and ate KFC for dinner just so you know ;3 and my friend has invited me to karaoke with him tomorrow but unfortunately, I most probably won't show due to lack of transport, lack of time and lack of will power (in other words laziness) I do feel a pinch of guilt as I'd be letting him down the umpteenth time for not turning up at his planned hangouts not to mention I won't be seeing him that often anymore :( Well, he just gets me at the wrong time. Not only me that is. He also invited some of my friends, our friends.... and is chatting with me via his cousin's account =_= the last time we video chatted, he was kinda high and...... yeahh... high. So it was..... well..... funny...... a funny situation that is (kinda) ^^||| Ohh well, everyone acts weird when they're high right? Be it high on alcohol, drugs, or music (don't get high on drinks/drugs, get high on music ;) like MEE (hehe) Sorry (you-know-who-you-are-although-you-don't-know-my-blog!) Not-So-Lucky can't go either.
The first chapter of my story hasn't turned out as targeted (again) So I'll have to edit it again and again until it reaches my satisfaction. Ehhem.... I can almost hear you protesting..... sorry bout that. But someday, I'll get it accomplished, I hope.
K, I think that's been more than enough, or just enough to make up for the time I haven't been blogging. So that's probably all for now.
Btw, Taylor Swift's brand new single that she released on August 14 is just SOOO good that I had to share it TWICE!! Here it is again~
Can't wait for her new album 'Red'. It's coming out October 22 just 6 days after my 15th birthday!! Just hope my Mom lets me buy it as my birthday clashes with the STUPID EXAM. It'll be the PERFECT belated birthday gift.
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