It's been forever since I've updated this blog since I've been so lazy lately and making up all sorts of excuses. I think I might as well get rid of this bad habit. Wow..... This seems so foreign to me now I'm blogging on my phone btw and so you may or may not be able to see the emoji used(my advanced apologies to pc and android users) 😅but anyways.... I have LOADS of stuff to say and I have this bad habit of blabbering so I've decided to give my blabber mouth a rest and express meself through my fingers and le trustee iOS keypad😆😬
Updates on mah life~
~ feel guilty because of rebelling against my mom.... She's been right all along for giving me the silent treatment. In that I've Learnt something. That is, - silence can mean so much more than a thousand meaningless words- I think I've really gotta stop rebelling against her as in seriously, stop. Before bad things happen.... Oh wait bad things have ALREADY happened 😒 now what I mean is WORSE things.... That will drag me to eternal damnation if you know what I mean hahaha 😁😅
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~ I've just been on a vacation recently to the land of the rising sun -Japan for dummies xD - 🇯🇵 and there's soooooo much to talk about!! Uhhum... My two "daughters" and not so lucky would know xD and since I've been sorta cryptic about this "experience" of mine in 🇯🇵 and some may turn curious, FINE 😑😑 I'll spill A BIT!! During the entire summer vacation (for us it's just two weeks which sucks 😠😠) I've sorta gotten over "h" like, as in seriously. (I hear some one jumping for joy) xD -to not so lucky, go for it girl!😉 You have my full support During the entire time I was in Japan I thought I was going to miss him, but no.... I was pretty much preoccupied by "B" okay yeah "B" is the new and improved "h" (I'm not really sure about the improved part though 😆)but I'm pretty much sure that "h" is no longer a problem in my life. (IT'S JUST THAT SOME PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET THEIR FACTS RIGHT THAT PISS ME OFF 😡😡😡 see point 3) anyways back to "B" -sigh---- 😍😍 as it is you know I relate to songs more than I relate to people most of the time... Just go check out Taylor Swift's "Everything Has Changed" and "Enchanted" nuff said~ xD
Besides that, the entire trip was AMAZINGGGGGGG!! I bought soooooo many new clothes form Forever 21 AND Roxy!! And the so many things means so much more to me now hahahah as weird as this sounds.
And the food!!! 😋🍱🍣🍱🍣🍱 sushi!!!! My absolute fave. And I practically ate salmon EVERYDAY not to mention the sweet frozen ice hahahaha 🍦🍨🍧 at least I didn't really gain weight HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
~ P R O B L E M.S
Ok, so you know, I've sorta been selfish lately xD you know me and I've pissed both of my "daughters" off and Not so lucky as well. But I made amends for that and now both my daughters still love me AND I KNOW TOU DO AS WELL NOT SO LUCKY!! 😘😘 😜😜 I've also been mad at not so lucky because of bit telling me that she fell in love with "h" FOR THE SECOND TIME because she was scared of meh reaction but she made amends and so I forgive, she forgive, We Beeeeesst Fwen xD 👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭👭 xD
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NOW, what IM PISSED ABOUT😡
I thank God that my Mom taught me the silent treatment. Because thats damn applicable for me right now. For those of you that I asked a survey, I have chosen number one and thank you for your opinions 😙
Number one: silence.
My mom's silent treatment to me made me learn so many things. And so that's what I'm going to do. I'm not going to talk to this person. I feel pretty relieved actually ever since I finally made up my mind. It's not like I'm unfriending this person, I will still like his Instagram photos and communicate when it's necessary, it's just that I feel less stressed than having to talk to this person because whenever I see him/her I can already feel my blood pressure rising and my brain cells dying (sorry biology freak here 😆😅😁) -so disappointed in my bio grade btw 😔 see point 4- and I don't know but it seems to me that even if I ignore this person, he/she is stubborn enough to not get the signal that something is not right so I had to MAKE MYSELF CLEAR that I'm pissed. This HAS happened before and it's happening again so I have to take action before it gets out of hand. To my daughters and not so lucky I admit that I AM WRONG, but in this case, I think this person has to use his tiny little brain a teeny bit more to know why I am pissed. Tip: it is a LONG-TERM thing. Not just short term as its been going on for more than a year 😠😡😤 but anyways, I will still be an acquaintance and a friend but not one that will share secrets with. So don't bother asking. (To this person him/her) oh and btw if you see me write "him" only it DOESN'T mean that it MUST be a guy it's because I'm still trying to get rid of my laziness (failing) 😆😆😆
~TØMÖRROW
last but not least tomorrow is gonna be one of them busiest days of me life. not so lucky 's birthday and ofcourse Im going. 😄😄😄 But tomorrow is also my report card day which is also my doom 😣 I have to admit my baaaaad habits are dragging me down as it is I WAS a straight A student last year and so my parents.... You know the rest. But anyways overall tomorrow is gonna be AWESOME!!🎁🎉🎊🎈 I know it I really hope not so lucky likes my present haha. My aunt is staying over at my house for the week to celebrate my cousin and niece's baptism TOMORROW as well!! XD so tomorrow surely IS gonna be a good day (I hope)
And if you think this post don't match it's title, it's okay, I don't think so either haha 😜😅😁🌟
Okay that's all for now. Hoping to get rid of mah laziness hahahah
-damn. Spent one hour typing 😵😲