This is damn true darlings~ no joke :D

Hell yeah~ that's true. This is like, for myself although what doesn't kill me makes me stronger too (in other sense) ^_^"

Anyways, still working on those two hassling projects that would contribute to about 40% each for both my History and Geography results :\  Used to enjoy doing these projects O.o Yup.What was wrong with me then??! Well at least I know that a part of my brain decided to snap back to normal >.< Talking about craziness, is it crazy to have a dream about someone that's SO REAL and BELIEVABLE that you almost believed it was true but then are forced to face reality and move on but then it ACTUALLY happens to you for real this time in less than a month later? (or at least something very similar..... )

Déjà Vu much??!

I mean, this isn't the first time I had a Deja Vu before, but it's just the fact that I'm 100% sure that the first time was a just dream and it happened in real life just after I forced myself to believe that it was a tiny little too good to be true. This happens all the time nowadays...... It's like a procedure. Step 1: OMG! Something unbelievable happens and it leaves you pondering over it for days and days..... Step 2: A slap of reality (darling, if it's too good to be true, it's too good to be true ): Step 3: Rehab........ Step 4: Finally!! Out of rehab! i amma ovahh yewww!~ xDD Step 5: Oh S@#T! no....No.....NO!!! It can't be.... it....it..... it's happening AGAIN..... (sigh) and this time for real =.= It's just weird you know. Maybe I am going nuts. Going nuts because of YOU. I mean, like honestly, we almost never share any moments of genuineness, let alone in a dream or i real life?! Even though all my friends tell me to. 

I think I've figured out a way to block you from my mind in order to get my priorities straight. I'm just gonna be neutral from now on. Because if I try to escape in any other way you'll just creep your way back into my subconscious and freak me out in every way possible. You can't do that if I'm being neutral. You can't fight fire with fire there's nothing to fight anymore cause all that I'm giving you from now on is going to be emptiness, oblivion. You can't fight or tango with nothing (unless it's the air xP) So that's how it's going to be from now on until the mid-year exam is over and I've finished my projects. Just like last year before the "wildfire" 

You'd better be ready cause imma seriously blend into the background from now on. It may seem a bit impossible, but I can try. Get ready for total oblivion...... you called for it 

please stay calm and follow the emergency procedure......

although this may sound like a loonie post, but no, it's just a "Emergency-Procedure-for-Mental-Breakdown" post. Whywhywhy??! @_@ Why ditch me at the BEST time you could afford to ditch me??! Huh?Huh? Not so lucky? Lonely? Sweet? I never expected this to happen. >_< I pre-checked a few times before hand and the coast WAS clear.... and then....... POOF! Just as usual you appear out of no where and dis-ensemble all my brain wires like a tornado and then just leave with no evidence of anything ever to have occurred in the first place. You're like a ninja! One with deadly blowpipes spitting needles at me and pretending not to see me! You infect my brain like a contagion that never ceases! I HATE YOU! Why did you even exist in the first place??! When I came here hoping to have riddance of you you just come in and and....... blow me away like a gail force wind that yanks me away! I guess I deserve part of this for acting the way I do..... I'm just so not used to this that I have to mentally recollect myself in the most delusional way possible. That is why I have to quickly escape to my blog as an instinct to release all my frustration out here.

you...You...YOU!!!!! You have done it again! youyouyou arsehole.

Thank goodness not so lucky came to her senses and came to my rescue in time....... (thanks my darlin') ;)